today i felt the wind rush through me, as i watch the rain drops dance down my window pane. I stand silently as I let the rain form puddles beneath my feet that have no real intentions except to collect dirt and grime. Within the sky, there are clouds that have rolled from miles and miles away, like the ocean traveling halfway across the universe. Time is ticking, passing away within the moments that creep by, stealing away all forms of happiness and joy.

Beneath my heart, I have reserved a special place for him. I locked it up, and threw away the key in all hopes that it would remain forever.

I desperately tried to eliminate anything that would harm that special part of me, and I pushed endlessly to try to do a myriad of things that would keep that part of me here forever.

Perhaps I destroyed that own part of me, watched it fade away, and burn along with the clouds, the rain, and puddles beneath my feet.

and along with that sacred place in my heart, i too will burn along side with the lilghtening, and I watch my self create tornados of my good intentions