car ride

i remember it like it was yesterday.
yeah, i do remember all the things that went with seeing you for the first time.
i remember how you smiled, and i thought it was something very sweet and special because it livened up your entire face, and anyone who could see that smile, could also see a glipse of the happiness you felt. we can feel it.
i remember how i froze the first time right there in the doorway of english, at the very sight of you.

sometimes you know, its still like that.
sometimes you make me stop dead in my tracks, you take my breath away, and you still give me goosebumps, even when you simply hold my hand.

five months later were somewhere else.
but ill tell ya, when you hold my hand, i still get that. still, i feel every emotion, and i willl continue to fall in love with you relentlessly.


im not sure where we're going, im not sure how many sights we'll see along the way, and im not sure who we will bump into along the way. im not sure even where we last where a week ago.

still, ill be on the passengers side, waiting for our destination, and enjoying the ride up until you decide to let me out of the car.


and i hope you know that ill be beside you, im here.

we watch miracles happen every day.
we live this magic, and we are the magic.


my fear is someday you will wake up, your view on who i am will change, and all the love that continues to grow each day will only fade, and you will let go of all of what we have.

i disregaurd it now. i will continue disregaurding all negative thoughts, all my bad emotions i cant control, i will keep it down and away from you.

sorry...i know the music has been loud this car ride.

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