6-15-09

sitting here thinkin about the decisions im makin, the shit that were fakin.. dont know if things are gonna end up alrite.. or if things are gonna end up like the other night... i hope you belive in the things you do cuz in the end its all what makes you...without me ure real and on ure own.. but without you i jus sit there all alone... this is life and im not afraid of it, but when ur around u make me try to love it... so far we've been through alot.. but u kno and i kno that this is wut we got.. to live for, to belive in.. and really dont need a reason to explain or if the feelings retain...i know when it comes to you you manage to destroy my pain... i dont know why i felt i had to write this.. but it rhymes and i kinda like it.. me and u , u and me... when we are together i can really see the light in your brown eyes and the smile on your face takes my breath away and puts me in a place where pain and hate and anger is gone but mabey im wrong... but i know if i loose u now then things'll never be the same...&& without you ill just be alone with only my life to own...and no matter the weather or the day or night, i kno things wil be alrite when we lie together at night...with a friendship that makes you feel shit, no fake shit, but if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be shit...this love that is real, what kind of love do i feel where i cant seem to get it, you wont seem to admit it, but those tears that you cryed i cant just forget it... so only to wonder if it'll will last or if this will all be another chapter in the depths of our past...my addiction, another addition, your words are just a fucked up perscription to my decisions...and maybe youre just a bad habit, but the minute i stop...im right back at it...