this isnt her, staying quiet and keeping certain thoughts in her mind aren't usual.
see, it can become impossible for her to even function correctly without all those wild curiosities going on in her mind, or all the opinions and things that make her who she is.
maybe though, just maybe once i begin dealing with situations like everyone else does, and the longer that I do it, the more apparent it will be that you fell in love with someone different.
i will work with you though
i am running out of options as to what i am doing.
how about this?
you come to me when you can know what you want to do, or how you would like me to handle certain things.
its never enough for anyone.
what hurts the most though is the fact that despite how often i try to manage certain things about either my thoughts, my emotions, anything...the more you realize maybe you fell in love with the wrong person?
i feel this way.
i dont want it to be true, i dont know what to think.
i wish you would talk to me.
i ask god every night to bring you back.
i just miss you so much.
ReplyDeletei feel like i can get you back, and i lose you again.
unconditional love.
ReplyDeletebaby, i am back. josh is back, kierans dead and gone. I love you more than anything. I'm going to change alot of things about myself and us. I want this better, it will be. We're going to turn all this bullshit around and become better than we've ever been. I never got to give you your rap that i wrote you...ill give you the first three lines...
ReplyDelete"if you love em, tell the world,
we're only gettin stronger, with all this weight we've curled,
haters stay nutty, bitches being squirrel" idk...i hope you'll like it when you get it. I'm sorry about all the things that have been happening lately. I'm going to be a lot better to you, to us, and to myself. I'm going to show you how much you truly mean to me,and how much really do love you. You mean alot more to me than you think...I love you Amber. Always and Forever my foxxy fiance! <3
Loser. Thanks for proposing to me three times with your Grandmas wedding ring, engagement ring, and a stolen ring. And cheating on me. Haha stupid high school relationship.
ReplyDeleteIt's a good thing my dad was a helicopter dad. I may have become a stripper...and an addict for 15 years but I'm an unbreakable child of god, and jks I'm glad I remain a single never married woman. U just wanted my trust fund anyways, loser
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