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Monday, March 7, 2011

Unborn

Escaped.

Time, life, meaning, and all forms of hope we're erased from possession.

Unanswered questions remain in demand of being answered, as new questions begin to boil we reach our position where we are yet again raising our weapons- in all fear that there is a war.

Having your fellow soldier fall puts you at risk when he wounds you as well. If you're one of those tough soldiers that has unconditional love for what he's fighting for, youll be like me, and despite being wounded, you'll go back for your soldier. Even if he did wound you, it's easy to see with teamwork and passion, persistence, and determination you can make it to your destination.

Now were on a separate mission, and we just got the word that the mission is being called off. My soldier doesn't seem slightly bothered, for he has faith that another mission will arrive, and I have concerns and doubts about him on the next mission.




Soulless and hopeless.


The clouds are relentlessly expanding over oceans of turquoise sky, the air remains still as stagnant water.
She's falling falling falling, disappearing along with all the hope she lost.

Notebooks I will stain with tears, your letters hold pain sharp enough to cut me to my last half before i can no longer remain together.

The rain has started, bittersweet, so sweet you hardly know if it's sour or perfectly sweet. I can smell the air, it's thick with tragedy, and carries well with the wind. Letters, plans, dedication and thought are washed away, drenched, and ruined from the rain.

She's drowning.


.......she did not resurface

3 comments:

  1. Babe, we will get through this.
    things will get better.
    dont give up.
    maybe our mission is only postponed.
    i am sure in my heart, and in my soul, that we will have another.

    i dont need a test to tell me, that a beautiful seed is planted.

    the seed will flourish, to a gorgeous flower.
    growing taller, through every shower.
    all the sun, and the moon light,
    keeps him close, we hold him tight.
    dont let go, weve still got it

    when you told me that, i got on my knees and asked god why he would take away what meant so much to us.
    i cried and cried, fighting for it to not be true.
    thats why i believe,
    theres still life in you.
    this is us, this OUR lovely life

    we'll spend it together, husband and wife

    mother and father, we will raise jace best.

    with you two in my heart, i need nothing of the rest.

    maybe its a sign, just one of gods test

    the lesson we learn, is one we may not understand just yet,

    but in the long run, i promise the knowledge we will get,

    practice patience, be peaceful now,

    the stress is too much, dont keep wearin a frown


    trust me now, when i tell you this,
    my heart skips a beat, whenever we kiss,
    the feelings you give me, undescribably bliss,
    Foxxxy Mommy, this is our time,
    dont let go, we'll always have this.

    we'll always have eachother,
    i couldnt ever need any other,
    id just tell em dont bother,

    cuz ur the one for me,
    idk how this euphoric feeling of living came to be,
    all iknow is,
    i started feeling it,
    when you came to me.

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  2. we can do this babe.

    dont let go.
    if youre really not preg.,

    then we can change that.
    we CAN do this beautiful.
    promise me you wont give up or let go.

    dont lose hope mommy.
    we have our whole life to live together.
    thats alot of time to raise a beautiful family.

    it does hurt, and it really really fuckin sucks, the way things turned out,

    but they WONT be like that all the time, or forever.

    we'll fix this mommy.
    you are my babys mommy, mommy.

    i love you gorgeous.

    forever and always <3

    dont let go.

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